Socially Alive

It seems as though declaring myself socially dead has somehow led to a dramatic increase in social activity. People are calling, things are happening, and I'm just going with it.

For a minute there I felt like a freak who didn't deserve to have any friends, but I'm starting to realize my friends still like me, freak and all. Where do my ridiculous abandonment issues come from? I suppose it doesn't really matter. What matters is that they are indeed ridiculous.