Thursday, February 28, 2008

Feeling Alive

I don't want to jump the gun by saying this, but I actually feel happy today. I'm afraid announcing that will abruptly lead to everything falling apart.

Doesn't seem to be happening yet...

I feel hopeful. I feel like my chances for the kind of life I want may not be extinct after all.

I think I noticed I was happy sometime this afternoon and was quite surprised. It's been a long time since I noticed I was happy. I've spent a lot of time lately just getting by. Happy is a refreshing change.

Even writing that I'm happy, thinking about how I'm happy, is making me happy.

I'm meta-happy.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Matthew M Perry said...

Happiness requires that one see the world as joy giving- that it might reach out to you in your stretching out toward it.

February 29, 2008 1:22 AM  

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